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Mia Jones
New Noobda
Oct 11, 2023
In Hobbies
My insecurities, a garden of weeds
Infesting my thoughts at lightning speeds
Clouding out my abilities, my talents undeemed
Covering me in a rug, a veil of sadness ever beamed
No matter how I soar through the night, a bird with wings spread wide
My insecurities will be a judge, the harm and losses it can provide
No matter the strength I mustered within, the flaws will haunt and harass again
An essence of darkness, I will have to bear, just willing to be free of this strain
No one knows how I truly feel, even still they cannot tell
For how I appear, I put on a brave face, my weaknesses I will never acknowledge
But right now, though I am in control, I am too scared to let it go
These deep rooted worries will consume, until I make a change and grab the reins once mor
My insecurities, how they linger in my mind,
Clawing and scratching, I cannot be kind,
For constantly worries of my worth,
Drown out all the things of joy and mirth.
Negativity so inescapable and real,
Self-worth slowly fading, I cannot conceal,
Thoughts of pessimism cutting deep in my heart,
A spark of joy hasn't show up in a while, ready to depart.
There's a wall up blocking positivity I should seek,
Feeding into the fears my insecurities speak,
My mind fogged by the cloud of doubt,
Trying to break the chains, I cannot get out.
My insecurities, underlying theme of my life,
I know I have strength to reach up to the sky so rife,
Getting rid of doubts, I can slowly bear,
My true value and love, finally I can share.
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Mia Jones
New Noobda
Oct 09, 2023
In Hobbies
I think of you when I'm alone
I feel the aching in my bones
Your absence like a crushing stone
It's hard to carry on alone
I miss you more than I can say
Your kind heart, your loving way
The way you made my troubles go away
The way you'd always be there to stay
I miss the laughter and the tears
The moments that we held so dear
The things that we shared through the years
That no one else will ever hear
My heart is heavy, my eyes are wet
I really miss you, I can't forget
But I know you're happy and at rest
And I'm so thankful for all the time we did our best.
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